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Daaaaaad,
Daaaaadddddd
’s not fairrrr to like moooooom and not meee /hic
I meaan…amen’t I like…some sorta mush of yer two’s…affections? All that….roses are reeedd and violets are /hic …a colour or something like that…
and all the honeyyyy…and sweet and…stufff
I’m hungryyy nowwww
/collapse

Huhwha?
((Oh geezus- LOLOL, UHM…WHAT DO? WHY WOULD OZ DRINK? Must have drank from some container the maids hid alcohol in…or something, I DON’T KNOW! I don’t imagine he’d be the type to look for it or even dare to drink it if he knew what it was…so I guess he didn’t know or something? Pff…I’ll make him silly))
Name or Nickname you go by: Um um um…I’m going to give myself away if I did that…
not that it isn’t already obviousAge: 16!
Characters you RP: Little Oz, Oz outside Tumblr, and…a version of Alice
How long you’ve been RPing: Well the first time I roleplayed it was when I was 11, but that was short, then about…2 to 3 years ago I made an OC for a RP group on Deviantart, and it went on from there?
Favorite fandom to RP for: Pandora Heartsss~ It’s the only fandom I rp for, LOL
Are you okay with NSFW RPing?: Only if it’s in script form, then I can just go like “uh..uh…HERE MOAN OR SOMETHING…there we go…I think, DO SOMETHING ELSE MAYBE??” (according to my rp partner though I’m good? Donno what she’s talking about, I improvise)
Where else do you RP?: MSN~ And DA if I ever get in groups but I’m awkward so..jfbhxfh
“I-I…”
He was completely thrown off by Gil’s confidence and closeness, her…’happiness’ so to say. Having someone this close…it was unnerving, it was as if he had no control of the situation at all, which, if he didn’t move soon, would be the truth.
Too close, too close! Why is she saying these things? Why is she so different from the timid valet he’d known before? He wanted his friend back…he wanted Gil back, the Gil he knew, unless…Gil is actually like this somewhere inside him?! But that’s impossible…right?
Wait what did she mean by other outfits? Did-
He was thinking too much, he needed to act, fast.
“G-Gil please get off me…”
It’s pathetic, but it’s all he can manage with the girl’s strong hold on his arms, and the atmosphere of the situation. He’d never felt so lost for words before, it was if his guard was ripped from him and given no time to adjust.
It was strange to even think to deny Gil anything, but h- she…wasn’t herself, this didn’t seem like Gil at all.
“Don’t you like me?” She hesitantly asked and her smile saddened incredibly, twitching, seeing that Oz was staring at her in such awful manner without uttering a word. It was right. Clear. Sure. Certain. Yes, she was starting to figure it out in her mind now; he had never wanted her, by all means never ever. And when he finally spoke, it was even worse. Gilletta’s golden globes became two empty wells as she left him and backed off, Gil struggling to get back to his senses. At least slightly, it worked- the blond’s sake was above everything. Always, hadn’t he promised it?
“I’m sorry. P-Please, forgive me… I’m sorry, I…” She swallowed hard, looking at the ground to avoid any kind of eye-contact, her fists clenched and her arms stiff. “…I truly wanted you to think of me differently-! I can’t, Young Master. I can’t… shake it, or seal it, this… thing I f-fe… I’m so…”
She wanted to be thought of…’differently’? What does she- …No, surely not that, surely!
“G-Gil it’s okay!” it was probably a bad move, but he grabbed Gil’s small shoulders gently to keep her attention, he just couldn’t leave her like this! Sure, he’s upset Gil before, but he never wanted to upset Gil like this, he never intended to hurt Gil emotionally, he couldn’t forgive himself for that.
And yet here he was, standing right in front of her, her eyes faded and somewhat lifeless in appearance. It was eerie, and painful just to see. It was as if she’d lost something, something close…it scared- no, terrified him that she wore a similar expression he had on that day…
“It’s okay Gil…it’s always okay…” he wasn’t going to let her keep this expression, he would never forgive himself if he made someone feel the same way he did.
He remembered something Gil had done to him once before, it had made him feel strange, but it was pleasant, and felt safe.
Perhaps if he just did the same, it might help somehow. A bit awkwardly, Oz wrapped his arms around his friend, hoping somehow it would help…
“Y-you’re really improtant to me Gil…I don’t want you to be upset…”


